Soooo you want to know about me? Well I must say that all my life I've been over the top. I try to be pretty down to earth but I must admit I love to party, club, dance, and have a good time and I don't want to stop. I live my life by Marilyn Monroe's quote "imperfection is beauty, madness is genus, and it is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring." Some people will talk but that doesn't matter to me. I enjoy hearing their opinions. Gossip is a form of flattery "The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't", but with all this attention it is important to remember who you are. "With fame, you know, you can read about yourself" or hear what others have said about you, " but what's important is how you feel about yourself, AND I must say I kind of like myself...some would say a little too much. I am also a perfectionist, and am always trying to improve myself or achieve something. I know I have nothing to prove because in life all one must do is"live and die" but I cannot help myself. I am a duel major studying business and political science. After college I will be attending law school to become a lawyer and get involved in politics. I was going to move to New York City this year, but I put it off. I'm not sure, for how long though. There are many days that I just feel I need to be there. I am the type of person that plans things down to the very last detail and then later changes my mind and does something totally different, so it is a possibility that one day I will wake up and say its time to move to New York. I am a very hard person to date. I have high expectations and low patience. I expect who ever I am with at the time to focus on me and want to be with me because of who I am, not because of what I can do for them or my social status. They have to be aware that no matter how much they love me or how much I love them that I have already "belonged to the public and the world, not because I am talented or even beautiful, but because I had never belong to anything or anyone else." I am not one of those people who are trying to find themselves. I have already found myself and continue to evolve as time passes, and by reading this little quote infested blurb you have been enlightened with the chance to look through the small glass window at my life, but that window is much like the stained glass windows seen in churches. You are only able to see through the parts of the window the artist has left bare and let you see. There are many other details in my life that are not broad casted out to the world, but they make me who I am. By now you either love me or hate me but you fuckers still know my name. As for the rest I will let you believe what you want, because its all just make believe, isn't it? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ As I said I am a hard person to date because I have high expectations and low patience. I guess you could call me jaded from my younger years when I wasn't as picky. I settled for people who had no goals, no ambitions, no morals, and no respect for themselves or me, but I moved past that stage. I have dumped every person I have ever dated and have a tendency to run when things begin to get rough. In my mind I believe that there are way to many other people out there to be with someone that makes you unhappy. I am one of those who would rather be alone then unhappy, but this section is not about my past, its about who I would to meet. Sooo here goes, and yes its another modified quote. "I want to find someone who calls me beautiful instead of hott. Who calls me back when I hang up on them. A person who will stay awake just to watch me sleep. I will wait for the person who kisses me and tells me they love me instead of rubbing my crotch or grabbing my ass. I will wait for the person who wants to show me off to the world even when I am in sweats. Someone that holds my hand in front of their friends. I will wait for the one who is constantly reminding me of how much they care about me and how lucky they are to have me. I will wait for the person that turns to their friends and says, "that's him." They should be able to go out with me and have a good time and be comfortable with me being over the top and out of control...maybe even get in a little trouble with me, but always watches out for me and makes sure I don't get into much trouble without being a drama infused douche bag. I like to go to clubs and bars and there is always someone there whose hitting on me and I can't stand when the person I am with flips out and blames me for it. I cannot control who hits on me just like they can't control who hits on them. I hope that I can find a someone that does not need me to prove that I love them, they just know by the way I smile at them. The smile that only they can put on my face, and realize at the end of the night its them I'm going home with and no matter how hott the other guy is. That is what I am ideally looking for. I know that is a lot to expect but ohhh well you asked me who I would like to meet....and I told you. Friends are always good too, but I like my friends to be similar to me and be a little over the top....because like I said its better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.