its time for me to update this. its been a long time its i have been on here. i know must of must think i am a horrible person. i have changed in the last few years. i have been through a lot in the last 2 years. i was in an abusive relationship 2 years ago. i was with that person for 6 months trying to make things work out. as of june 24 2012 i left fresno when i left that abusive relationship that changed me in a way i didnt expect. when i left that jerk i didnt look back. now i was in another relationship he treated me really good but the only thing is that he took off and left me. i have no idea where he is at or anything. i am over it though. all i can think about now is my parents trying to help them get things done around the house while i am looking for work in the process.