I've cried, i've laughed, i've cheered, i've hurt, i've bleed, i've been left outside, i've been to the bottom, reached to the top, and lost my balance. Pushed myself to the limit, and been thrown upside down. I've stumbled across many stones, enough to say I have found my own way. Its been a very long time since i have updated this part of my profile and over the year its been CRAZY! I find the person looking back at me in the mirror a strong and reconstructed person. I was back to the past when i moved home, same vicious cycle that is more unforgiving than a serial killer. I have once again stepped back into reality and this time the reality check isn't bouncing! I finally enjoy life every single moment, even the bad ones, for they sometimes have the most meaning n them. I laugh louder and smile more than I have in a long time. Who knew all it took was strength, and knowing success is a powerful addiction, more than any drug could ever be. I feel much more productive and involved with life as a whole. I love seeing the sun, watching it rain, playing in the snow! I feel born again, and i like it. I see beauty, trust, love and feelings all around me in everything. Even though some don't see it in them, I still do and when they come around so will I. Everything does happen for a reason, but the message in the reason is sometimes hard to understand, but the memory will always be a huge payoff. I believe a song can touch you so deep inside that as soon as you hear it, you sing it, you dance to it like its the last time your going to hear it, and god damnit makes the tears poor from your eyes. There isn't a day in my life that passes without music in it. I work eight hours a day, and music is the only thing that helps me ease my tired mind so come in relax and WELCOME TO MY WORLD